Self Fulfilling Prophecy

Ok, I'm freaking out because my prediction is coming true. So far, this week has been much less successful than last week. I didn't go to the gym yesterday, and today for dinner we had Wawa. Which, I guess isn't the end of the world, but I'm still really mad at myself and definitely feeling guilty. I did go to the gym, but was really lazy about it and only went for 25 minutes.

And my motivation feels different.

See?? This always happens! I have an awesome first week, and then the next week is a total bust. I HAVE to get back on track. I'm psyching myself out.

But, I have this. I have my blog. I've posted daily, without fail, for over a week; sometimes more than once a day. I feel like as long as I have this, I can do anything.

Here's what I ate today. Please don't judge me.

Breakfast:

• Dannon Light and Fit Yogurt (2 points)

Lunch:

• Pizza Hot Pocket (6 points)

Dinner (this is pathetic):

• Wawa 10 inch hoagie with turkey, provolone cheese, miracle whip, mustard, and veggies (12 points)
  
• Small bag of Herr's Sour Cream and Onion Chips (8 points)
• Reese's Pieces, 3/4 of a bag (15 points. Yes, 15 points. Can you believe it? I'm an ass.)
  

Exercise:

• 25 minutes on the elyptical (5 points)

I refuse to total it up today.

By the way, I'd just like to give a little shout out to my friends who have been super supportive of this endeavor so far. I've gotten a few phone calls and emails, all rooting me on and checking up on me (in a good way). It's really helpful and motivating, so thank you. :)